Something

There's something about writing these poems/songs that helps me think clearly. When everything is a muddle, I have my words to help me through, they may not be long songs, but they are what they are.

"Something" is not about stalking like some may think. It's about being forgotten and thus forgetting and not allowing a person back into a life that hurt it.

Something

It's never been to clear

I'm standing at your doorway again

What am I doing here

I don't know where I've been

There is something pushing you away

Always something bringing me near

Aomething that i never want to say

But with you it's so clear

You are the reason for me

To be standing here livin my days

You are the reason for me

To be livin through my days

The world is filled with winding roads

Inside the fabric of our lives

The ones that brought us to this fold

We've never been so alive

You are the reason for me

To be standing here livin my days

You are the reason for me

To be livin through my days

There is something pushing you away

Always something pushing you away

You never had the time for me

Even though I have always been there

You are the reason for me

To be standing hatin my days

You are the reason for me

To be living through my days

Well now you are here again

And I don't have time for you

SInce you didn't want me near

Why should I even start to care

You are the reason I'm strong

Without you I would not have learned

That what goes on through life

Is no such fairy-tale

I's never been too clear

I'm standing at your doorway again

What am I doing here

I won't be back ever again....ever again....ever again....

You are the reason for me

To be standing here livin my days

You are the reason for me

To be lovin my last few days

~~~~~~~~~~~~~fin~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

yay, all done