I'm So Over You

So this song needs a little bit of history. I had a crush on this guy the summer before my senior year in high school and he seemed to like me back. I went on a college trip for 3 days down to South Carolina, his birthday happened to be the last day that I was down there. He had a limited amount of minutes to talk so he said that he saved extra minutes for me to talk. When I got back we went on a sort of date down to a festival that was going on in our city. I left again a month later to head on a service trip to Mexico. He told me before we left that he wanted to hear about the trip as soon as I got back. When I got back, he wouldn't return my calls and I ended up finding out that he had found something else to do and didn't really want to talk to me anymore.

The ironic thing here is that he is a musician :P

It took me a long while to get over him, but I eventually managed after a year when I met my current boyfriend who is willing to wait and who talks to me and visits me.

This is called: "I'm So Over You/Someone Else's Arms"

You met me in the park

And told me that I was the one

You wanted to be with forever

You never said as you held me close

That you had someone else on your mind

The only thing I wanted

Was to be happy with you

But I never wanted to see you

Walk away and into the blue

Into someone else's arms

And now I'm so glad that I'm

Over you

Cause what we had is now

Completely gone

And I'm done waiting for you

To make up your mind

I'm so over you

So I left yesterday

And I traveled towards the south

You called me up and said, "I miss you,

And when are you coming back?"

I said three days and happy birthday

And I kept my word

I went again to see the world

And you said that you'd wait

You wanted to hear my stories

But I cane back a week later

An found you didn't want to see me again

And now I found that I was

Over you

Cause what we had is now

Completely gone

And I'm done waiting for you

To make up your mind

I'm so over you

Oh I wish that was true

That I was over you but I know

I was able to move on to better things

I found my love now

And he'll wait he'll keep his word

Because I'm now

Over you

What we had is gone (and I'm glad)

I'm over you and I've moved on

You can leave and I don't care

Though you never left my phone

You have left my heart

I will always be over you

Since I never want to see you again

You wouldn't recognize me anymore

I've changed enough I'm a different person

And I'm so glad you'll never know

Cause I'm over you

I know I'm over you

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so this got my frustrations with this boy out, but I'm not completely satisfied with this poem, it's kind of more of a rant than anything else. Well, I'm thinking of a melody for this and it's coming along :)

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thanks amigos,

Bean

So I have been in college for about 2 months and I love it here, however, I really miss my home and the people there. Two main people I miss are my little sister, who I am very close to and my boyfriend, who I did get to see this past weekend, but I still miss him. A hug out to all my friends back at home and to my family who I left behind. I love you guys, this is for you...I'm working on a melody for it, but nothing has come yet.

It's called The Place I Call Home/Not Yet Home...( haven't decided yet :P)

It might be the fact that it's all new food

Or that I've never been away from home for so long

And I'm not positive when I'm coming home next,

Maybe it's the fact that I know I should like being away

But I find myself looking forward to getting home

I can't call this place home yet

I try, and I know someday it might be

But I still know that the most important people

In my life are still back in that small town

The place that I still call home

I can't say that I'm not happy here,

Cause I know I am

And there isn't a placed where I can learn

What I want to learn quite like here

But I can't help what goes through my head

I can't call this place home yet

I try, and I know someday it might be

But I still know that the most important people

In my life are still back in that small town

The place that I still call home

Maybe it's the fact that it's so quiet here

I had gotten used to the wild home I lived in

And suddenly it's not the same kind of wild

Not the same distractions that I had gotten so used to

And people don't care about the little things

I can't call this place home yet

I try, and I know someday it might be

But I still know that the most important people

In my life are still back in that small town

That place that I still call home

That place that I still call home

It might be the fact that it's all new food

Or that I've never been away from home for so long

And I'm not positive when I'm coming home next,

Maybe it's the face that I know I should like being away

But I find myself looking forward to getting home

I'm looking forward to going home

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If anyone has any ideas for it, I'm open to critiques, as long as you don't say it sux! lol

I'm not totally satisfied with it, but this is as good as it's gonna be for now.

Thanks guys,

Bean

Some History

So, I have been writing songs/poems for a long time now, they seem to help me vent about what I think about my life. They never really seem to go anywhere but I like them anyways.

I'm 18 years old and I am currently in Northfield, MN at St Olaf College studying Spanish and Pyscology. I am originally from Port Washington, WI. Which is where I still consider my home to be and I miss all the people there :)

For now, I'm just going to be posting some of my lyrics or poems, comment if you want, but otherwise, I really hope that someone looks at this. So thanks!

Bean