Long Time

So, I got upset and I'm tired of doing so. But I can't really help it. I live in a different state than my boyfriend, which is alright, but I only get to see him so often and personally I'd like to see him at least once a month, but that's probly not gonna happen, which is just the way the world is at times. But I wrote this at like 2 am or something.

"Long Time"

Whatever happened to me,

What happened to the girl who didn't cry,

What happened to the girl who could go it alone,

I've changed, bit I'm not sure now,

Was the change for good r not for me?

I can't make someone else unhappy

I really can't live with that idea

But I ignore when people do it to me

But it's been way too long

Since I've seen my baby,

I know it sounds funny and stupid

But it's true, I just want a hug now

No matter what you say or what you think

I love the boy you think is strange

We make a great pair really

We are the two misfits, no one is sure about

All my friends say I'm strange, but I don't care

My boy loves me for who I am

But it's been way too long

Since I've seen my baby,

I know it sounds funny and stupid

But it's true, I just want a kiss now

It gets hard to be an individual

When everyone's tellin you you're wrong

I try so hard to just fit in

I think we were just born to stand out

Once I asked my boy to change

Change so we'd fit in, but that change

That change was despicable he's perfect for me

But it's been way too long

Since I've seen my baby,

I know it sounds funny and stupid

But it's true, I just want you here right now

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Thanks,

bean