Something

There's something about writing these poems/songs that helps me think clearly. When everything is a muddle, I have my words to help me through, they may not be long songs, but they are what they are.

"Something" is not about stalking like some may think. It's about being forgotten and thus forgetting and not allowing a person back into a life that hurt it.

Something

It's never been to clear

I'm standing at your doorway again

What am I doing here

I don't know where I've been

There is something pushing you away

Always something bringing me near

Aomething that i never want to say

But with you it's so clear

You are the reason for me

To be standing here livin my days

You are the reason for me

To be livin through my days

The world is filled with winding roads

Inside the fabric of our lives

The ones that brought us to this fold

We've never been so alive

You are the reason for me

To be standing here livin my days

You are the reason for me

To be livin through my days

There is something pushing you away

Always something pushing you away

You never had the time for me

Even though I have always been there

You are the reason for me

To be standing hatin my days

You are the reason for me

To be living through my days

Well now you are here again

And I don't have time for you

SInce you didn't want me near

Why should I even start to care

You are the reason I'm strong

Without you I would not have learned

That what goes on through life

Is no such fairy-tale

I's never been too clear

I'm standing at your doorway again

What am I doing here

I won't be back ever again....ever again....ever again....

You are the reason for me

To be standing here livin my days

You are the reason for me

To be lovin my last few days

~~~~~~~~~~~~~fin~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

yay, all done

Nothing Yet

So, I was trying to do an update every other day and since that is failing miserably, I will update later. No idea when the next one will come, but I got nothing done yet, several started, but none done.

sorry all,

Bean

End of The World

End of the World

While nothing seems to work out

And the past seems to never come true

There is still a chance for the world to see,

Not a large one, but a chance none the less

This chance of which we speak is

Nothing anyone hasn't thought of before

But this time, we have a story

We have a song that will change it all

A song that will change what the world thinks

Of itself and others around it, before and after it

It does not matter what others think

Only this is important:

We tried and tried, and couldn't get it

And we tried and tried to wake up

Only to find that we are already awake

What is this nightmare?

Although there are many who find this repetitive

It has a different meaning each time it is read

Each time it is written a new meaning comes

Another person realizes what must be done

Even though there isn't much that I can do

I can still write this poem and hope

Hope that someone will listen this time

Wish that someone will listen this time

Yet soon all wishing and hoping will be gone

And the world will be lift with nothing

Nothing that they haven't had before

Nothing new will ever show its face

With a world like this one no one will stay

Some people will stay and some will leave

The world can't hold all that are here

Some will be forced to leave, others will choose

When it comes to this I hope I'm gone

I hope that I'll be dead and gone for good

When the end comes, there will be nothing left

There will be nothing left but stupid memories

Stupid memories no one wants anyways

So why do we keep these hated things?

Because we can't afford to forget,

But we don't want to remember.

Stupid memories no one wants anyways

So why do we keep these hated things?

Because we can't afford to forget,

But we don't want to remember.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~fin~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Yea, I wrote this a few years ago back when the theory of the end of the world was brand new.

So I had a tune but totally forgot it...for any of these songs if you have a melody, I want to hear it before you can use my lyrics.

Thanks guys,

Bean